1 Corinthians 16:14 ~ Do everything in love.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Welcome to Holland

I finally made some time to start sifting through some of the CF information we received from one of our nurses. I have put off doing this because it's so much reading that I haven't felt like I have had the time to actually give it my full attention. In reading through one of packets I came across an interesting read and thought I would share. I thought the following could be applied to all types of situations life hands you at times...

Welcome to Holland
by Emily Perl Kingsley

I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this...

When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guidebooks and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum. The Michelangelo David. The gondolas in Venice. You may even learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting.

After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arises. You pack your bags and off you go. Several hours later the plane lands. The stewardess comes in and says, "Welcome to Holland."

"Holland?" you say. "What do you mean Holland? I signed up for Italy. I'm supposed to be in Italy. All my life I've dreamed of going to Italy."

But there's been a chance in the flight plan. They've landed in Holland and there you must stay.

The important this is that they haven't taken you to a horrible, disgusting, filthy place, full of pestilence, famine and disease. It's just a different place.

So you must go out and buy new guidebooks. And you must learn a whole new language. And you will meet a whole new group of people you would never have met.

It's just a difference place. It's slower-paced than Italy, less flashy than Italy. But after you've been there for a while and you catch your breath, you look around and you begin to notice that Holland has windmills, Holland has tulips. Holland even has Rembrandt's.

But everyone you know is busy coming and going to Italy, and they're all bragging about what a wonderful time they had there. And for the rest of your life, you will say "Yes, that's where I was supposed to go. That's what I had planned."

And the pain of that will never, ever, ever go away, because the loss of that dream is a very significant loss.

But if you spend your life mourning the fact that you didn't get to Italy, you may never be free to enjoy the very special, the very lovely things about Holland.

Bryce loves smiling at his Daddy! Sydney and Jordyn enjoy smores at Honey & Papa's house. Yum!


casey said...

Your girls look just like you! My sister in law just posted Welcome to Holland on her blog. She has a daughter who was born with half of a heart. She is doing well now after several surgeries. The story makes you stop and think, even if you are not faced with medical problems with your child. We will keep you in our prayers.
Casey Carlisle Haarlow

The Perry Family said...

Wow! I am in tears. Through everything we have been through arriving in "Holland" ourselves, how much that hit home. Thank you for posting this! You guys & gals are always in our prayers!
Elaine & family